Draw close, I want to come closer to you God, some days, it's easy, others, I feel resistance Not on your end, lightening and wind, taking my eyes off of you, doubting is cruel Brick wall moments that come and go, it's annoying and embarrassing to crawl so slow in my walk, some days I'll … Continue reading James 4:8 – Mark 9:24
Tag: doubt
Fire Submission Entry
Running around my yard on fire swear stopping won't help, Dropping and rolling sounds ignorant let me run, Flames won't cease actually they increase, Fight or flight, unbelief, or will I listen? + God, you want everything, I only bring what I think you'll like, You want everything, Especially my faults so you can adjust … Continue reading Fire Submission Entry
Bottle Woman
Ms. Bottle promises downtime, she's half-dressed, vowing juicy solutions to stress. She says, the world is going too fast, isolation and complications punch arms until flattening occurs. She leans in and whispers God has stepped out, voicemails only, claims he doesn't own you, but I'll hold tight tonight. Flicking her hair in a wrist twist, … Continue reading Bottle Woman
Life Workbook
Imagine this relationship Saved, always saved and held Yet untrusted, always suspected Evidence spilling out of folders Trustworthiness documented consistently Only to hear, well I'm not sure Only to hear, prove it more. Going everywhere minus home Listening to everyone except the source Pleading for them to return, hearing them say they rather burn Calling … Continue reading Life Workbook
Midnight Moving
Searching for communication, beautiful conversations, but I'm wounded. Am I too far away, too far gone to say anything right? Bumping into furniture dark nights, lacking any and all sight, hoping my beaten toes will survive until daybreak.