Don't end face down Without a single reason to turn over Tempting to freeze Lacerations on wrists Swept under currents of I'm tired Lungs filled of fetal position cries Dragging flesh through hoops Awaiting anything but now Liquor easing face down living. / Throwing up everything only to swallow See what's left in inside Swearing … Continue reading Scrambled Face Down
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Six Inch Nails Of Hurt Followed By Nine Inch Nails Of Misery
Running from razor blades Running from any excuse to dive into nothingness Silencing my failures I'm not going to win - Running from sharpened knives Running from myself Cutting this vessel trying to find the real me There's no reason or help - I'm trying to live and love but there's reason to go on … Continue reading Six Inch Nails Of Hurt Followed By Nine Inch Nails Of Misery
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Dismay Package
Ears busy mind dizzy anger and frustration calling in sinister calm whispers focus lost it's getting worse Until end I pretend driving off roads back again destination never fully discussed perhaps all efforts a blackjack bust over Improvising among shriveling energy what's clear uncleanly I'm empty pulling light trigger hatred displayed or display of dismay … Continue reading Dismay Package
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Sweater We Love
Racing to our own dead end walls I'm lonely so like take me with you At least we'll feel alive before it all Breaks revealing tender hopes holding every part of us together Racing to death like okay I think I've seen enough of this cruel life Don't leave and don't betray We can double … Continue reading Sweater We Love
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Quick Break In Hell: Talking To Myself For A Minute Before Lashings Again
I don't want to die but I'm not doing too well at this human thing. I'm done with pointless crying and telling myself it'll get better. Work seems like a cruel level, as if there's any that aren't, of Hell. I don't want to be here. I don't want to die. Feel like a fool, … Continue reading Quick Break In Hell: Talking To Myself For A Minute Before Lashings Again
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Break-up Prompt
What am I holding on to? Concrete valentine? If I am worthless person, what does this say about my chosen anchors? Dragging me down, air bubbles are hope. If I keep this grip all is lost. Must tell them, must tell them my freedom won't be given away anyone. This isn't working out and no … Continue reading Break-up Prompt
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Mosquito Trial
Weaknesses bothering me oh mosquito thoughts can't you see I'm busy Don't have time for pity cries or thoughts of relief after giving up mid-try So many things to do and I feel stuck to fly paper with cement and glue these days Oh, my bed doesn't expect anything at all from me so oh … Continue reading Mosquito Trial
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Grunge To Edmond
I love you but it means nothing Same old excuses and I'm weak Splashing heavily to no avail Got out, I'm changed, flirting with endings She gives me hope with cold hands on my slippery throat I'm going somewhere appreciation shown in every quote Replace these temporary days with stability Fuck these bills end my … Continue reading Grunge To Edmond
