An empty bed, empty living room, empty house, walking circles until I settle down. Plenty of calls can be made but no hands to hold, even in Summer it gets frigid so cold. Snap, out of left and right ear whispers, I don't need disturbances, swings, embarrassing misses, misleading messages pave fading kisses. * 1 … Continue reading 1 Pillow Down
Closed coat Distance welcomed Turned head Slightly opened eyes Defensive position Don't speak, no one has to listen Where we are Far apart Can feel like home Strangers Don't pretend you care Stay over there Comfortable wool coat In winter's constant calculated approach.
Searching for communication, beautiful conversations, but I'm wounded. Am I too far away, too far gone to say anything right? Bumping into furniture dark nights, lacking any and all sight, hoping my beaten toes will survive until daybreak.
Tell everyone I said awful things to you. Whatever it takes to hide the truth. All. All is my fault. Expose my mistakes, keeping yours covered. She'll tell everyone she knows I'm a bitter bastard bitch. Years together and I've never been good. Whatever it takes to date denial. Y'all marry, go hang out hand … Continue reading Smear Campaign After Breaking
Weaknesses bothering me oh mosquito thoughts can't you see I'm busy Don't have time for pity cries or thoughts of relief after giving up mid-try So many things to do and I feel stuck to fly paper with cement and glue these days Oh, my bed doesn't expect anything at all from me so oh … Continue reading Mosquito Trial