Scrambled Face Down

Don't end face down Without a single reason to turn over Tempting to freeze Lacerations on wrists Swept under currents of I'm tired Lungs filled of fetal position cries Dragging flesh through hoops Awaiting anything but now Liquor easing face down living. / Throwing up everything only to swallow See what's left in inside Swearing … Continue reading Scrambled Face Down

Sea Boundary

An unconquered sea. Terrifying unknown demanding classification and immediate attention. Where whispers find homes and strengthen qualifications, maybe lowered volumes and darkened rooms will bring a sturdy all-purpose light aiding in discovery. Only way to learn is learning it all yeah even in the darkest spaces ignored full of neglect spiders in webs. Scary from … Continue reading Sea Boundary

Dismay Package

Ears busy mind dizzy anger and frustration calling in sinister calm whispers focus lost it's getting worse Until end I pretend driving off roads back again destination never fully discussed perhaps all efforts a blackjack bust over Improvising among shriveling energy what's clear uncleanly I'm empty pulling light trigger hatred displayed or display of dismay … Continue reading Dismay Package

Quick Break In Hell: Talking To Myself For A Minute Before Lashings Again

I don't want to die but I'm not doing too well at this human thing. I'm done with pointless crying and telling myself it'll get better. Work seems like a cruel level, as if there's any that aren't, of Hell. I don't want to be here. I don't want to die. Feel like a fool, … Continue reading Quick Break In Hell: Talking To Myself For A Minute Before Lashings Again

Smear Campaign After Breaking

Tell everyone I said awful things to you. Whatever it takes to hide the truth. All. All is my fault. Expose my mistakes, keeping yours covered. She'll tell everyone she knows I'm a bitter bastard bitch. Years together and I've never been good. Whatever it takes to date denial. Y'all marry, go hang out hand … Continue reading Smear Campaign After Breaking