Don't end face down Without a single reason to turn over Tempting to freeze Lacerations on wrists Swept under currents of I'm tired Lungs filled of fetal position cries Dragging flesh through hoops Awaiting anything but now Liquor easing face down living. / Throwing up everything only to swallow See what's left in inside Swearing … Continue reading Scrambled Face Down
An unconquered sea. Terrifying unknown demanding classification and immediate attention. Where whispers find homes and strengthen qualifications, maybe lowered volumes and darkened rooms will bring a sturdy all-purpose light aiding in discovery. Only way to learn is learning it all yeah even in the darkest spaces ignored full of neglect spiders in webs. Scary from … Continue reading Sea Boundary
Better than yesterday All I have to be This is what I see Going forward Using right now Gotta get better Better than yesterday Piano in-between You'll see what I mean I mean you'll see how it's better to be Better than my last attempt.
Here and gone mixed unevenly splashed on uneven gameboards Maybe I don't want to, don't want to get up today, I'm fine okay Chasing instant gratification ignoring bad ties attached Restart this run Currently I'm offline I'll be back performing better in a revelation's time, ready
Ears busy mind dizzy anger and frustration calling in sinister calm whispers focus lost it's getting worse Until end I pretend driving off roads back again destination never fully discussed perhaps all efforts a blackjack bust over Improvising among shriveling energy what's clear uncleanly I'm empty pulling light trigger hatred displayed or display of dismay … Continue reading Dismay Package
I don't want to die but I'm not doing too well at this human thing. I'm done with pointless crying and telling myself it'll get better. Work seems like a cruel level, as if there's any that aren't, of Hell. I don't want to be here. I don't want to die. Feel like a fool, … Continue reading Quick Break In Hell: Talking To Myself For A Minute Before Lashings Again