Left in the cold a real fear especially when I hesitate unnecessarily and incorrectly given the situation, loving arms accepting patiently waiting meanwhile my heart and head walking off or speedily skating Heavenly Father it seems like I'm broken and I can't explain my silence requests presently going unspoken can't say I'm looking for affection … Continue reading Brief Brown Dirt →

Two-thirty AM Cold living room and I'm trying to stop my racing mind again Control evades holds surely some day it'll sink in Sick loved ones bring home into focus All I can do is offer prayer while staying in a close chair While the world we know gets a little more darker Please help … Continue reading Early Start Fears →

Everyone has thrown me away Well maybe not but sometimes I feel this way No matter what may come, God is here He'll bring me through the unknown and fear * I don't believe my life is a bunch of unknown variables I don't believe this is all I have, these fading days I've seen … Continue reading Blue Basket Flyer →

I'm wasting days, feeling guilty I'm the one asking where they all went After spending them foolishly in foolishness So I'll try again to be serious Yeah I'll try to apply self control And pray for a fresh start in the canvas we call morning.