Guarded, watchful, ain't no telling if you'll use me The little bit I have gimme hands might wanna grab I'm just being cautious Interest and enthusiasm look off and I can't judge but gotta protect my heart Don't start saying I should know better by now when humans like ripping each other apart * I'm … Continue reading Background Eyes Back →

The biggest enemy never rests have me beating bold chest saying I matter I'm the best why show up for school I've passed every test don't need confession always clean what's a mess Negative and hazy possibly lazy especially in habits performed daily arms feel feeble connected simultaneously disconnected from people need more time with … Continue reading 4th Day On The Track →

I want to be a better person For you and I Blessings in let's breathe I want to see Relay all glory, God approved ending to our stories Help me, I'm not afraid to admit Handling life requires God not my flawed wits Every time I take control fall down six feet holes quick It … Continue reading Ambassador Medallion →

Yeah. Yeah. Sometimes I wake up and feel like letting everyone go. Get out of my life, erased, I don't know you anymore. Dropping every connection, it's too painful playing, saying, I'll invest in the unknown smiles of strangers who are now friends. It's ridiculous how I've been, see everyone I know, leaves in end … Continue reading Weighted Handkerchief For Judy →

Deferred hope Heart sick I cannot stand at docks adding tears to the sea I'm annoyed with my sadness / Turn up my collar promptly and button trembling lips Face circle cycles with a stern face Kill off the cynical character in his folly. Play his last moments on an old piano outro Wash my … Continue reading Play Me Out Johnny →