Six Inch Nails Of Hurt Followed By Nine Inch Nails Of Misery

Running from razor blades Running from any excuse to dive into nothingness Silencing my failures I'm not going to win - Running from sharpened knives Running from myself Cutting this vessel trying to find the real me There's no reason or help - I'm trying to live and love but there's reason to go on … Continue reading Six Inch Nails Of Hurt Followed By Nine Inch Nails Of Misery

Dismay Package

Ears busy mind dizzy anger and frustration calling in sinister calm whispers focus lost it's getting worse Until end I pretend driving off roads back again destination never fully discussed perhaps all efforts a blackjack bust over Improvising among shriveling energy what's clear uncleanly I'm empty pulling light trigger hatred displayed or display of dismay … Continue reading Dismay Package

Quick Break In Hell: Talking To Myself For A Minute Before Lashings Again

I don't want to die but I'm not doing too well at this human thing. I'm done with pointless crying and telling myself it'll get better. Work seems like a cruel level, as if there's any that aren't, of Hell. I don't want to be here. I don't want to die. Feel like a fool, … Continue reading Quick Break In Hell: Talking To Myself For A Minute Before Lashings Again

Downpour Days Radar

Without a path away from mental clutter, darkened skies reign Impressed and shocked in moments loneliness is revealed, assigning importance is work Wish to stay where I am but I know this cycle isn't any good, unknowns haunt uncertain footsteps away Maybe a few cold glasses of water and a blunt in solitude will aid … Continue reading Downpour Days Radar

Waiting Area For Demons

Told to slow down and watch my feet Demons waiting room holy book magazine Crossed legs waiting for my surrender Bets I'll never win therefore an everlasting winter Dying in the dark reaching out finding razor wire Impatient I'll end this when I'm ready Worthless wisdom teeth pains awfully steady At least someone will show … Continue reading Waiting Area For Demons