*I like to imagine "Billy" Corgan singing this in his "Melancholy" era voice* Here when it arrives Don't be sad They'll get out of your system in a little while Memories fade, drained No longer feeling the same Time apart peels paint Distance scratches hope away Labels crack tumbling ashamed Getting clean to stand alone … Continue reading Tonight Tomorrow Regarding Dating

The enemy taught you well And you believed Without a single question, no rebuke When did you start believing, you are a mistake? - They had me Got me good I was a child They were up to no good in every neighborhood I entered Spit on me Sang I was ugly Wasting their space … Continue reading Various Whispers & Teachings Of The Deceiver

My silence has spoken closing doors I left open hoping you'd follow me. I was mistaken rules aren't made to be broken especially when trespassing leaves me weak. I pray in poetry pray in thick tears those who need cleansing hear. For we are the same almost fully depleted from shame finally purifying and coming … Continue reading Eliminating Stained Bandages

Acceleration until I discover what I'm looking for isn't below If I dwell on temporary things surely a whole within me will swell It's so tiring banging my fists on table after table close but so far away Swore with a tighter grasp air would not disappear No one can follow me. Where I go. … Continue reading Control Tower Basics

Fear of wilderness Not an actual place, unforgiving mist smothering a sad face Without direction or any gifts Smothered in confusion lights off Hard truths, weak, rose flower pedal soft Cut off from any good things formerly understood, unraveled Slaughtered at the judgement seat without wisdom or mercy to eat Being hated by humans is … Continue reading An Empty Rose Bush

Quiet has come to hold me close Dizzying breaths swirling within Every day can't be favorable I guess Pressure booming in my chest How about I just sit today out? - Don't look to me for perfection Far from an example this afternoon Maybe withholding my appearance is best Mind ran last night stealing any … Continue reading Corrupt Or Correct Compass

Did I get it right or am I stuck, unaware, of a snare So much hidden from my eyes Open them Open Wide-open I feel like a few more blinks then blessings will rain down I'm waiting Thirsty, so thirsty - Let me know, Your will, They laugh, But you are moving mountains and hills. … Continue reading Sticking To Webs

Direction And your voice. All I need All I need. If bestowed with money, Bestowed with a partner, Which way? When? How shall I move? Without direction my hands are too weak to hold what you give.