Hard headed, so why do you persist
I don’t think I’ll ever leave shore
Eyes won’t budge, they refuse to see more
Tired of myself surely to you I must be a bore
Send happier dreams, wash my mind clean
I seem to scream, whenever my lack of control gets uncomfortable.
I want control, so I can lose control, then say it’s not my fault
Salt in sugar packets
I know you’re never surprised
But I am, at all the ways I fail
Wasting time, refusing to leave my cell
So I didn’t want to pray
Shame convinced me to stay away
Switch off and on am I ever safe?