Currents scare me
Pulling when I’m not ready
,
I can’t stand
Can’t hide
Not enough strength
To fight
,
Tired
Exhausted
Confused
Ashamed
God I should try harder
I let my flesh slaughter
Didn’t stop a single attack
Laid down and didn’t bother
,
Seems I’m in and out
Currents crash with doubt foaming
The enemy’s fiery darts homing in
Dedication discouraged and roaming
,
I scream
I’m not ready!
As if the enemy will wait
Say pardon the offside mistake
,
Pray for me to pray
Remain faithful and stay
I’ll return the favor and love my neighbors.