I can’t stay inside this questionable room
But I have temporary questions bursting through
Silence while these days are spent
Am I doing anything right
Infestation undetected construction of failures piling high
Am I being wasteful and ignorant regarding life?
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God, please let me know before it’s too late no more steps feet can go to repentance. Indignation then sentenced.
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A live dog is better than a dead lion
If I’m crawling towards obedience at least I’m still trying
But I don’t think anything I do is good enough
These days I feel like I do nothing right Beach Fossils showing up
Down the line, I’m hoping I won’t find an ultimate nightmare rejected and declined by my savior
I wish to be neighbors with every peacemaker in Heaven praising God forever but my weaknesses are oh so clever
Uncertainty, waving to me like a friend.