Too many errors, too many bad choices, turn away
I’m hearing running away will solve my problems, lie after lie
Nothing will ever change, don’t try just stand by and cry
Leaning on a broken leg for painful familiar feelings, unimportant thoughts spread around and I’m dealing with weaknesses
So many errors. Lack of control. Strongholds and thick barriers. Opportunities I forfeit they all fold
Just a few fingers still hold. A couple of ice cubes from being cold. I’m looking at the mirror instead of Jesus.
Of course I’m not good enough. Never have been, never will be. But it’s the him in me yeah faith in him and not what I see. God I believe break my unbelief.
I don’t want an evil unbelieving heart
Afraid of always committing errors yeah false starts
Am I ever going to change, this all feels too strange I’m in but still feel out of range
And I’m hearing running away will solve all my problems
But that’s how they grow and surely not how one solved them
Still I’m hearing that running away will solve most of my problems
But I’m thinking that’s how this began and how I got them.