You don’t think I love you?!
What about the tears I cry
Ask God how many prayers I’ve sent out
Ask God if I’m praying for you
Ask my fears if I’m afraid of what you might do
When you realize how many flaws I have
When you realize I need help to stand
Asking God daily why he loves such a weak and struggling man.
And you dare
Ask if I still want you
Ask if I’ll stop being stubborn to hold you close
Asking if I want someone else or to be by myself
After all these hard times and uncertain years we’ve sown.
Sand from that one time every thing seemed perfect, saved
My greatest fear is ruining your life, I’ve asked God to steer and direct me in being a godly man
Destruction is scary
Indifference and bitterness as acid
Betrayal as dull knives sharpened over time behind the back.