Refrain Until The End

Waiting for favorable conditions

An opportune time

Seems as if my whole life has been waiting for another life

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I don’t know when this started

Detached from existing surroundings

Do I believe anything or is it all coined doubt

Why am I this way oh honey I feel like a hurricane

See the eye of peace then experience more storms additional rain

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Pray for us brothers and sisters

I’ll pray for you it’s treacherous out here

Lies as arrows on the battlefield

Hands weary barely holding our shields

And I’ll admit sometimes I feel a bit much

Going to God asking for help embarrassed because yet again I feel stuck

Turning my wheels stuck in my feels oh Lord Jesus here we go again

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I need help every second I don’t know what I’m doing

I need help every minute and after all these years I still don’t know what I’m doing

I need help every hour but feel like you’ve already told me what to do repeatedly

I need help every day but fear lack of consistency so I stay away afraid it’ll be another lip service play

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Guess I’m waiting for the day it all just works

I guess I’m waiting to wake up and live perfectly my God is this nonsense a curse

Yeah I’m standing by for the day errors flee my life

Wake me up when everything I do is labeled right

Waiting for favorable conditions.

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