It’s a fear of being left in the coldest nothing
Fear of being worthless and unreliable
God, thoughts of missing every opportunity attack me
Waiting for an easy ride out of this constant howling blizzard
Am I missing your packages and calls, standing on the back porch of life
The scariest horror movie involves weeping and gnashing of teeth in outer darkness
So I pray for guidance, I ask for wisdom, hold on to grace.