Insecure Equals Frozen

I’m running a race waiting on a different life

Something is off and I never quite feel right

These are my cards but I don’t believe them, been waiting on a different hand

Slow to compute, sadly reboot, misfires, miss every hoop

All I hear is quit that crying, motor won’t start but I’ve been trying, or have I been lying perfectly to self

My life is in another castle, on easy mode clear from hassles, sitting on the sidelines awaiting my time, while I’m slowly returning to the dirt daily dying.

God, what’s wrong with me

Juvenile thoughts plop drop nonstop can’t walk can’t hop barely crawl

Feeling like I should be graduating but I’m still in preschool

Why do I do that I don’t want to do

More sick than I thought Lord I’ve got the selfishness shortsighted flu

All I hear is quit that crying, motor won’t start but I’ve been trying, or have I been lying perfectly to self

Will I always be a foolish man?

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