I’m running a race waiting on a different life
Something is off and I never quite feel right
These are my cards but I don’t believe them, been waiting on a different hand
Slow to compute, sadly reboot, misfires, miss every hoop
All I hear is quit that crying, motor won’t start but I’ve been trying, or have I been lying perfectly to self
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My life is in another castle, on easy mode clear from hassles, sitting on the sidelines awaiting my time, while I’m slowly returning to the dirt daily dying.
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God, what’s wrong with me
Juvenile thoughts plop drop nonstop can’t walk can’t hop barely crawl
Feeling like I should be graduating but I’m still in preschool
Why do I do that I don’t want to do
More sick than I thought Lord I’ve got the selfishness shortsighted flu
All I hear is quit that crying, motor won’t start but I’ve been trying, or have I been lying perfectly to self
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Will I always be a foolish man?
