Peel our promises away
You’re unreliable and I laugh at my error of loving you
Okay I’m angry right now so here I am scribbling my doubt
Laughing at how add more time between us
You ask why I’m upset like you don’t get what’s wrong with your absence
I wish I could forget you
God you know how I am, I’ll vent to you and this keyboard, there’s a lesson in this and I’m angry but will not sin, help me see what you see spin my emotions into helpful lessons, I put on a brave face then go home broken and restless, there is peace in you to be worn, my favorite necklace.
Honesty about how I feel
Didn’t know it was allowed
I figured pushing it underneath headaches made for better days
She tells me I’m wrong for feeling disconnected yeah my dissatisfaction has intensified
Smiles and laughs on command while the fire dies
So I’ve been praying to get over her presence and absence
Guess I’ve been foolish again
God you know whom I am, if I am wrong, bless me with your wisdom, I know these are growing pains and lessons, help me see past my own reflection, guide me please, I want to be a godly man, please to me if I’ve been a fool again.
Promise stickers applied just for show, peeled away and placed wherever she wants them to go, smile on her face as I feel more alone than I’ve ever been, she says JUST GET OVER IT, I will.