Hindered In The Heat

Clocks don’t stop it’s insane begging for a pause

Fire of disappointment burning my chest my hopes scarred,

Redirect my focus please

This is temporary but feels deep within my emotional sea

I hate isolation but love the silence it gives as I grieve.

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This isn’t the end but it feels like daytime is over

This isn’t the last day but it feels like tomorrow is unnecessary

Wonderful Counselor, steer me into your arms

Prince of Peace, break me from depression’s charms

Teach me to battle enemy swarms.

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I’m under attack and it’s obvious these days

Whispers giggling lies my prayers are lame intensify

Distractions float and explode when I read the Bible

Hit after hit it’s hard to regroup,

I already know, if I surrender, picked apart while kicked around on the ground

I already know, if I act in anger, internal detonation will rip any joy to shreds.

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This isn’t the end but it feels like daytime is over

Wonderful Counselor, steer me into your arms.

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