Sometimes it feels like I’m lost and discontinued
Without connection, affection, stressing in and out
Whispers of abandonment echo with rhythm and blues
Like yes God I’m walking daily but in these worn out shoes
My fear is to be abandoned without ears
My fear is to be so stupid and foolish clear directions aren’t clear
Oh God my fear is you talking but I’m in a mirror self absorbed unable to hear
Sometimes I feel like I’m missing your love and all the answers I’ve been searching for won’t appear
The enthusiastic enemy says I’m waste on paper
Foolish and weak even in my Savior
Pointless and invisible to my neighbors
On silent lunch forever God doesn’t want to speak or help
Lies stand mountain height tall constantly replenished presence felt
Jesus, can I cry in your arms?
Strengthen me with potent Psalms.
Holy Spirit, lead me to all truth and keep me away from dunking booths
Set my mind on things above.