Distance and uncertainty mix with force
Variables increase flexing possible importance
Corrupt comfort whispers wearing his coat with many pockets inside
Promising sweet solutions to anxiety saying he’s got what I need
A little drink. A little weed. Another plate of food. Interactions between my knees. Distractions for a limited time only with promises they’ll keep me warm when I’m lonely.
Liquor says he’ll be here for me no matter what happens
They all left but he’ll stick around with me as captain, for now
Weed says I’ll be too high to think about what I’m missing
Too busy feeling like a hot air balloon and looking for another hit soon
Food says he’s the best way to ease the mind without needing to hide
Stay with him all day without hiding no don’t even have to close blinds
They all pat my back saying I’m abandoned
They have love without tricks it’s not demanding
Images of an exhale, managing what I’m missing I’ll be free fully paid bail, simple ways to fight stress in a simple cocktail, cancel anytime your request won’t fail, it’s just until things get better, until everything is under your control, just one hit to find great peace in a small bowl, just a few pizzas to gain rest for the soul.
