I’ve got a lot to lose, amusements dead around my head, stars at bottom floor wilderness travel,
Afraid of self, afraid of the holy gavel, how I unravel in simple inconveniences flight or flight headaches stressed unconvinced I’m blessed, praying God to lead me away from unbelief
I know this wallpaper is amazing steady blazing smoke to cover its insignificance still, I look, fall asleep on God’s book, in Jesus Christ I’m not supposed to be shook can’t be captured by any hooks, still feeling like a smooth criminal hit me grace stolen, took
Denying myself screaming it’s all I have left yes, surrender.
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