Country Porch Prayer

Day to day pain hurts but I’ll be fine

If I see you smiling brightly when it’s time

Currently I feel inadequate and unimportant

But you’ll hug me and say it’s not so

You’ll hug me and hold my hand to where I should go

Oh Jesus I’ve been crying swearing I’ve been dying in a corner

Let me hold you tight and cry as we walk

Home

Walk home.

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Did you read my poems

The positive ones

Did you hear the music playing in my head for you

Simple man blues turned into a pretty sky all things have changed

Please tell me I’m accepted forever

Get to see your face and eternity in grace.

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My fear is being called a waste of time

Yelled at without a valid rebuttal or reply

I can take being discarded by man

Can’t handle removal from where you stand

Don’t leave me to myself.