Care as wind chimes, right by sensitive ears dangling before hungry eyes,
Stability sought on equal ground but earthquakes come, frozen feet run nowhere, doubt travels further away from home,
I want a contract, solid heavy papers, promises my sense of control is valid now and forever, whatever and wherever I do yeah go.
I felt my jigsaw puzzle complete until seeing a different picture than my box has. What parts have been grabbed?
Forced into unauthorized spots, rooms, words, actions, reactions, false satisfaction, card castle falls,
But I was careful. But I had sturdy plans. Proper expectations.
Care chimes, pretty, hauntingly indifferent.
Iced Tea summer and suffering. Wanting places fences on the very freedom cherished in the wild.