Imagine this relationship
Saved, always saved and held
Yet untrusted, always suspected
Evidence spilling out of folders
Trustworthiness documented consistently
Only to hear, well I’m not sure
Only to hear, prove it more.
Going everywhere minus home
Listening to everyone except the source
Pleading for them to return, hearing them say they rather burn
Calling after the liquor bit back
Where are you, I hate you
Tragedy struck and you were silent
I’ll find an alternative, loved people are never victims
I don’t know anything but home is home
Problems and concerns happen, strength from my heart gone
Before the throne, I cry, get angry, feel sad, have deep questions, trying to find the proper way to live.