INFJ battle
When I let an idea in
And it comes with a person
Hold on wide-eyed
Only to find it wasn’t good
Now it’ll take seventy lifetimes to erase
Dismayed I let my walls down
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Don’t look at me
I’m hideous when I need to heal
Pouring stagnant water out
I’ll take all of my energy to eradicate doubts
I’ll be safe to try again
Somewhere else with brand new hands.
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This moment I feel, filthy
Used, manipulated by my leap
After this I’ll return and shut my castle up
Gotta reach out but I’ll need prayer instead of luck
God I’m a mess crumbled up
Don’t look at me in this corner sobbing as a super fool
Kiss my forehead and say it’ll be fine
Safe to try again gotta get April out of my mind.
May I?
RawEmotionDough 
Hi Edmond, your writing is so powerful. I love this one especially–since I am an INFJ also, I totally understand and feel every word. I found you on INF club which I joined just a month or so ago. I love connecting with creative people like you that I can learn from. Looking forward to more.
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Thanks for your compliments and I’m glad to hear you relate. Always love fellow INFJs especially and I’m glad you’re in the club! I’ll gladly connect and see what you’re up to as well.
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Thank you, Edmond! 🙂
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