Payment for unbelief is nothing
Completely free in walking away
And if I lived life only on what I can see
There is not much
Toys, lust, lush stuff, temporary fluff
Gone as soon as my hand picks them up
Free to say this is all a waste of time
Even my mind
Even my tries
Oh dirt is where I came from
Rushing back to dirt seems fine.
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Just a mix of unstable chemicals hitting the lottery
Reason speechless, life will slaughter me
Pretty brave to throw my cards down
Convinced playing isn’t worth a while
Pack up my suitcase and walk into an ocean
Arms refusing to move no commotion
Don’t even try screaming, I tried too much already
Maybe I’m one short
Maybe I’m twenty thousand short
Think I’ll stick around and try.
