Infinity First

Some die and want to see paradise first

I want to see you first.

Cry for a million years

Saying thank you before collapsing again in joyful tears.

I could have been left to fight unseen enemies desiring my death

I sinned, you would have been justified in walking away slowly while I watched in horror as every light went out.

When I prayed for salvation you could have spit in my face

Refused to give mercy and grace.

I

Want

To see you

First

I want to see you first.