Some die and want to see paradise first
I want to see you first.
Cry for a million years
Saying thank you before collapsing again in joyful tears.
I could have been left to fight unseen enemies desiring my death
I sinned, you would have been justified in walking away slowly while I watched in horror as every light went out.
When I prayed for salvation you could have spit in my face
Refused to give mercy and grace.
I
Want
To see you
First
I want to see you first.
