Garbage Post: Disabled Her Doorknobs Then She Waited

She thinks I just want to play around then discard her like a cheap paper towel

I spit, away from this all, kicking Earth in frustration

Ask God above to reveal who I am, this isn’t a game to me

I’m more scared of you then you are of me

While you label me as all the rest I’ve picked you and hold fast

But you come around slow

Poems written in tears then discarded as my sadness is hidden

I sit in my freezer, jealous of ice cubes frozen in time ready for use

She thinks that I want to ruin our lives as if I haven’t cried for someone to be my last

GET AWAY FROM ME

STEP AWAY FROM ME

RUN AND STOP MAKING EXCUSES FOR PLAYING WITH MY HEART

GETTING ATTENTION THEN DISAPPEARING WITHOUT MENTION OF ANY RETURN

For you my candle refuses to burn I will earn my place elsewhere

Yeah.

/

Marry fear

Go have kids

Step away

Go and be afraid to live

Lock your doors hey

Look your doors and complain how no one knocks

Eat your keys

Sand down every doorknob

Then wait

I don’t care I don’t care I don’t care but I care that I cared for you and wasted my time

Why did you say you felt what I felt then left

It doesn’t matter anymore.

/

Erase your name further than a stranger’s existence

Forget your face

Back to our own worlds

A forgotten grain of sand on the beach

It makes it easier to sleep

Couldn’t rest while wondering if you, if you were okay

I couldn’t sleep until I heard you say goodnight

Made sure got to bed safely

You’ve moved on and I still need to let your energy go

Go.

 

 

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