Am I fighting myself in a mirror or am I under attack
Woke up this morning and couldn’t get my mind to relax
Something is off but finding the source is difficult
Insanity, fiery darts, or maybe I’m somewhere I shouldn’t be
Wounds in me, chasing stability off violently
No one on Earth can help me find my way
Deep silence tearing me up and I’m afraid
Am I fool, drifting into death laughing, confused
Am I dead, unaware how broken I am in the head
Crying out, surely something is wrong inside
Hiding within, thinking I don’t want to speak again
Come now, tell me rhyme and reason hasn’t ran out
Am I fighting God, or am I fighting the enemy’s resolve
Please speak, is it normal to feel crazy, dizzy and dazed within
Reveal, if I’m totally lost or running the good race still
Not my will, yours alone have I been wrestling in the wrong corner in certain things
Can I know before the last bell rings?
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