Fear of wilderness
Not an actual place, unforgiving mist smothering a sad face
Without direction or any gifts
Smothered in confusion lights off
Hard truths, weak, rose flower pedal soft
Cut off from any good things formerly understood, unraveled
Slaughtered at the judgement seat without wisdom or mercy to eat
Being hated by humans is heartbreaking, sick
Being hated by your creator is eating razor coated bricks
No chance of redemption at any time
Weeping bitterly but no one cares or hears on your lifeline
Eyes completely open yet light is far refusing requests to shine
Advanced outer darkness violating every hope
No strong drink or fine dope, can help one cope, blessing broken beyond broke
Impossible to loosen or find success defeating a enemy’s approved tightened rope
Nope
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So fear of the wilderness
Does piss in eyes without warning, in mouth while snoring
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Being laughed to scorn by unbelievers is nothing compared to being spit on by Jesus
And I fear my words will get me kicked to the curve
They say life is nothing and then we die earthly wisdom absurd
I’ve seen the opposite in so many eyes
Felt energy and heard things no man has uttered
Boy his blessings keep my daily bread, my toast buttered
Even have my enemies give a proper salute unable to mutter
He returned fire before they even thought to shoot
In a greater voice than Biggie tells them to GIVE ME THE LOOT
However if I fall away, decide to stray, I’ll be unable to see the promise land ,he don’t play
My dream of a world without any violence
My dream of speaking love freely without being silenced
Smothered in confusion lights off
Hard truths, weak, rose flower pedal soft.
