Death
Needs to come
To
My earthly mind
When
I prefer
Straight and narrow
Left
Right
Turns
I’m tired
Exhausted
From being set up
Voice exactly like mine
Misleading
Every single time
I’ve cut my skin
Swallowed bleach
Hurt people
Tried to overdose on insulin
Shaking in sweat
,
Cursed God
Asked why he hadn’t killed me yet
Suicide once
Made my penis erect
Friend
I was hurting
Damaged myself
Believed
The enemy’s threats
He sent demons
Bullies operating in
Vessels disguised as peers
Fears
Harmless
Sexy at first
Fornicated with
Every ungodly outburst
Went to church
They snuck in
Beating my hands
As I prayed
For deliverance
And death needs to come
To my egocentric mind
Whore
Lying program
I’m infected with a virus
Need
A safe sandbox
Before all is lost.
