Cares again.
Your words don’t feel the same, is there something I don’t know
No explanation just static feeling exposed and foolish
Repeating efforts without progress, simple-minded maybe, drooling
She asks what I’m feeling, I digress
Reading my clutter then deciding I’m an evil mess
Frustrated, totally done with most people
Wilderness for forty days and nights visions of a steeple
Tempted to jump ship and trees losing all fight
Whisper to remember worth
Worthy where it matters
I walk alone together with something tremendous
Pride cast down, I don’t deserve anything
About to stop seeking an opportunity to give a wedding ring
Focus on my other life where I belong
Coldplay with it, a song a thousand houses long
Crying but don’t be sorry for my cleansing
Posting poems until God comments in my mentions
Ladies and gentlemen my talent is gentle venting
Mental mailroom stay popping popcorn lines regardless of ears listening
Then cares again
Neck choking cares again.
Zipper for my mouth to make judgment bearable
The red letter inspired talk treatment defeating damnable variables
Chest and left arm hurting under an unknown clock
Uncertainty is certain, never not
Better speak my heart before my heart stops, boy I’m working
I’ll write until my hands break until my fingers pop
Probably write in my blood until my spirit leaves, body flops
So sensitive I should be careful who I love
Being tenderhearted is a gift truly powered from above
Have sincerity kindness and gentleness nightly as we hug
Never have been and never will be a thug
Is such a thing really what this world dreams to be inspired by, ugh
Is it any wonder why cares come fully armed
Dearly beloved, I run into a holy fortress unharmed
Better than bread alone better than lucky charms
Cares again
Then crash.
