Past securely constructed walls in my head
In trenches fighting to live or be dead
Sacrifices on hold
Can’t decide if I’ll stay bold
Wondering around in the coldest cold
Surely spirituality will break this vessel’s mold
Pottery more than a human man
Changes standing out from other grains of sand
Even if my scriptures fail
May I keep saving lives blocking Hell
Back burnt but you’re still alive
Better than second death in everlasting life.
Gods ignore my insignificant name
Wondering when I’ll see my shame
Marveling around screaming I’m lost
Refusing to shed old ways a reasonable cost
Mountains high but I’m lower than low
Valleys awaiting my kneeling prayers I’m a no show
Xbox or an anointed mind
Still wasting precious allocated time.
Heaven won’t chase me
Heaven won’t, wait
Heaven won’t miss me
Heaven will still be great if I’m, burning.
Satisfaction in abrupt kisses
Distracted from enemy arrows missed
Surely better aim ahead
Little time to escape red dots on legs
No movement then decapitation
Better come from underwater no longer an abomination.