Instead of, standing by, waiting for me to die
Go play a game, draw flowers around a name
Can’t stand you pretending, pretending this isn’t difficult to watch
Acting as if your watch isn’t itchy.
I’ll say nothing while I falter regarding heartbeats, let’s just enjoy today
Because some minds have all the time in the world, but I’ve been counting my countdown’s laughs
Save the flowers for Spring, tears for joy, black for the dance floor.