Our window is beautiful, allowing fresh air and reflection
Yet I can’t keep it open, it isn’t fair to love a dead end
With little time left and my health failing, I’m not waiting for maybe
Or unexpected guest appearances
I want to die committed to a lover and friend at my side
Someone who won’t be like you, wishing for me after I’m dead
If I told you my death is soon maybe you would come but I don’t want that
Shouldn’t have to be terminally ill to be committed
When I close our window, maybe you’ll understand but it doesn’t matter
Because you can’t be here.
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Let’s enjoy the view then, sadly I’m looking beyond the landscape for someone else at the same time
Hope you find someone committed one day, someone who can stay, no matter what
It’s what I’m looking for, I crave it, I want it, changing a last name maybe
Romance, picnics, tickling, the same address
One, just one woman, the most caring one I can find
Then I’ll seal our window and cover it with cement mixed with tears
Moving onto the real true love I’ve been wanting
You were so close, very close
Beautiful kite without a string gone to the winds as I watch sorrow filled.
