Eaten Limbs

Crying, like the day I found our universe empty

Falling without ceasing describes my soul, dirty water in a flesh container

Who told me I’m not good enough, everyone I know almost

Mother didn’t, died without my pathetic assistance

Seems only fitting, I die down these unlit streets in a pond I’ve chosen.


CANNOT BE SAVED

CANNOT BE REDEEMED

I’M THE WORST I’VE EVER KNOWN

I DESERVE TO DIE quietly.


Crying in the bathroom at work trying to drown in a uncleaned urinal

Wipe piss off my face, pretend I slipped

Head first into a desecrated toilet, ate shit but didn’t die

At the end of a broken road leading to eternal punishment consisting of mistakes replayed

Writing for empty thrones, silent kings, disgusted queens

Likes then flushed, offline too

What am I doing still trying, oh I don’t know the future

EGO SAYS YES I DO

Pain, upon pain, like poetic posts in bricks, stacked upon my chest, handwriting mine, mediocrity confirmed for authenticity


THEY DON’T KNOW HOW FAR IN HELL I AM

WORTHLESS TO EVERYONE

AND HOW DO YOU KNOW HOW FAR I AM

IT’S WHEN DEVILS SAY LEAVE THAT TARGET, HE’S NOT GOING TO MAKE IT ANYWAY

SO TAKE YOUR FUCKING PITY BACK

I DON’T WANT YOUR ATTENTION EITHER

WHEN I FINISH THIS MADNESS

It won’t be posted because zombies will just click like

Then forget every year we’ve spent together.


Presently, presently I’m tortured mentally day and night

Imagine an inferno in your head

Writing, I get a drop of water for each post

Can you imagine hearing daily “you’re simply better off dead”

Unarmed, no potent rebuttal

Therefore I’m coming to where I end

An orgasm in death’s vagina

Climax for a fallen man without support or purpose


Performing at all times, here I am

They’ll cheer throwing pages of my work in a shallow grave

Tombstone saying, who the hell was he anyway

Be sure to check in and sign the guest book

Say it is fun knowing I’ll never speak again

Then forget every year I’ve spent with you.

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