Detached
Adding distance
Slipping away
High speed
Unseen resolve
Degage
Because I’m respected more miles away
Outskirts as alarm
Faded charm
Erase everything
Lost history
Blinking lost
I’ll never be intact again
Cracked
Battered
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We say speak truth but really armed excuses guard responses I’m lost for a different entrance suffering any disrespect seemingly subtle but isn’t I just accept my choices are all inept punishment in refusing to stay to self while some await my current connection’s placement in an unused shelf I await freedom instead of another heavy weight on this wounded chest
Never rest these days as partnership nonexistent unlike silent solo suffering until I gladly take forty sleeping pills then apply tape to mouth hold it shut my final art piece unreported man deceased reaching fallacies not wholeness cut deeper than skin desperately avoiding real news I’m doomed zoomed in found nothing but question marks encoded in mysterious ways like why do I give cuddles without any return underneath my yeah it’s fine blood burns boils recoil retract.
