Yellow Light Seconds

Inadequate, banging through ear speakers I’m nervous and afraid but whatever

Stepping carefully dodging traps able to snap without asking, fear smothers voices if no resistance

Painful necessary growth, see how disconnected my connections are, I’m juvenile still looking for assistance highly pathetic

I get it being a loser stains clouds, minutes, and dreams still forward through fires is how I breathe

Under pressure until the last, this life has been fast and maybe I’m just so goddamn fucking tired of hitting gas

Inadequacy hiding behind every door, no fog because I have no idea until I turn for entry, weep in public until empty

Working my insanity while missing gears, starting only to stall, voice timid tricks, my breakthrough available yet I resist

Move or die, life within this pit.

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