When I’m down there no reason for you to stay
Only here when I offer gifts and play
Lately I’ve been so angry because people think of me as Mr. Doormat
Emotional vampires always coming for my tender neck.
When the checking account is empty and I’m bankrupt for two weeks
Smiles continue until the next robbery in two weeks
Responsibility encoded can’t decipher self-sufficiency
I have nothing and I’m judged when I try to escape this hell as they say I’m too weak for weeks.
Don’t want to be a burden but with me it’s alright
Scared to do anything but taking my shit is alright
I see it in your eyes whenever I can’t buy things
Not upset I’m empty just upset I can’t buy something else
Never had to support a building on your own
So you stay a visitor until it’s time to do anything then you’re gone.
When I said I’d die for you I fucked up
Clearly any attempt to assist isn’t worth your efforts
I’ll be dead and you’ll move onto an account deemed better.