I’m no one.
When I care, look up in the apathetic sky wondering why I’m still alive I’m no one.
Social security number nothing else I’ve always wondered why,
Why I exist when I’m no one,
Invaluable the opposite.
When I’m asking why me,
Die tomorrow completely erased.
Draining resources causing shortages
Oh let’s see how low I get
Promises but delivering regret
They say I’m invited but I don’t believe that shit
Hide in my box
Hide in my mind
Stare in the mirror like I’ll kill myself just give me time
Disconnected from programming
Backup self delete process jamming
Any attempt to see
Cutter, self abuser, yet I know better believe me
Sad I’m not the only one
What happened to us?
Yesterday we were climbing trees now we’re smoking them to breathe
Remind me to run
Find a place silence isn’t disturbed
Maybe I can come back
Smile fully sincere
Instead of collect masks crying when no one hears
I thought I was special once until the truth cleared
Now I know better and it’s worse than I feared
Flesh bag of waste and disappointing to all peers
Forgot I’m worthless
Just for a second
Smile on my face until depression locked me up via violation I’m arrested
Yeah you guessed it
Given a punishment of caring for uninterested until empty