Weakness pulls weighted strings without resistance in seemingly every instance, even as I know better betrayal is chosen yelling no but willpower frozen, cold heart.
Standing up for setting downtime up so I can sit down always bound to wait until a warning to move a little faster outbound, told to change and I want to but comfort zones are my favorite lanes I don’t even open eyes, programmed.
What a tool completely inviting fool cognitive dissonance rules rule, secretly it’s the lack of silence no one wants to be silent therefore random noises until we’re violent, what happened, can’t stand up to ourselves.
Promises without actions stacking, depression says it’s too dirty to fix better just clean slates with deep red marks grading wrists, drinking and smoking until uncontrollably pissing, coughing blood, coughing life.
Weakness pulls weighted strings without resistance in seemingly everything.