Future Funeral Kisses

Feeling too much she asked while pitching an alternative lifestyle

She said watching me suffer hurts too much people I trust are unworthy all wild

Helping hands while untied should be my everyday experience instead of suicidal thoughts screaming why

Already connected conversations if I left it right away able to smoke while bills paid brighter days no shade

Instead of chained chains to poverty begging for assistance smoking weed fighting a doomed existence lover unwilling to stand blaming me everything

Mental funeral but I smile hiding dark eye circle rings deadly heart dings.

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Chapter four spilling lore number given if I’m interested regarding learning more ceasing eyes gorilla glued to floors

Vulnerable and sensitive therefore I’m always pushed to explode unload virtual ammunition power released after I’m done overcome with peace

Another offer of stability cuddling a beautiful woman interested in my emotional and sexual abilities however in fragile sensibility I’m broken

See humanity’s best, worst, lukewarm

It is more rare than a Powerball win to find substance sifting through outward charm

You’re not submissive baby just want me to make decisions to remove blame then talk shit when I fuck up otherwise you never listen

Is any love freedom

Or is all free range prison?

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