Feeling too much she asked while pitching an alternative lifestyle
She said watching me suffer hurts too much people I trust are unworthy all wild
Helping hands while untied should be my everyday experience instead of suicidal thoughts screaming why
Already connected conversations if I left it right away able to smoke while bills paid brighter days no shade
Instead of chained chains to poverty begging for assistance smoking weed fighting a doomed existence lover unwilling to stand blaming me everything
Mental funeral but I smile hiding dark eye circle rings deadly heart dings.
Chapter four spilling lore number given if I’m interested regarding learning more ceasing eyes gorilla glued to floors
Vulnerable and sensitive therefore I’m always pushed to explode unload virtual ammunition power released after I’m done overcome with peace
Another offer of stability cuddling a beautiful woman interested in my emotional and sexual abilities however in fragile sensibility I’m broken
See humanity’s best, worst, lukewarm
It is more rare than a Powerball win to find substance sifting through outward charm
You’re not submissive baby just want me to make decisions to remove blame then talk shit when I fuck up otherwise you never listen
Is any love freedom
Or is all free range prison?