Walk away if you want but understand I’m tired of being dull, can’t cut these excuses
Beautiful, friendly, excuses willing to stay if I ask them within emotionally charged pleas
Please let me feel justified sinking blaming anyone not me, hey it’s the world’s fault I sleep instead of fight, it isn’t right
Alertness. Try to stay awake.
Whisper it inside whenever I grab a razor can’t die, haven’t exhausted my strength, just needed to vent through my veins
Forgot silence does the same, critical thinking instead of insanity versus sane, what good is an unmoving train, uninvited outside well from inside I’ll live no refrain
Pissing on my pillow so I won’t lay down, time to wake up spiritual alarm volume increasing, I’ve already been dead, completed decreasing suffering deletion.
Alertness. Go even while I’m tired.
Force my change via interactive desire.