Guess I’ll be walking somewhere else
Unafraid of loosing my mind without her.
Communication and unity start fires
We were burning well.
Plenty of sides to watch it’s so demanding
Loss my worth until I saw
Not the usual bright light
Told the unknown isn’t as scary as dying in routine.
WHEN YOU ALREADY KNOW EVERYTHING WHAT CAN I SAY
I WILL TAKE MY ARGUMENTS AND THROW THEM AWAY FOR YOU
PRETEND TO GIVE UP SO YOU DON’T HAVE TO CHANGE
UNTIL MY MOMENT COMES AND I WON’T HAVE TO EXPLAIN WHY I’VE BEEN DISTANT
MAYBE I’LL JUST DO YOU LIKE YOU DO ME
BUT IT WOULD BE SO, UNFAMILIAR.
She says all I do
Is act like everything she does is wrong
I’m sad she really believes it
Because I tell everyone how I love her more than anyone else
For safety reasons gonna raise myself to number one.
Poetry trying unscramble how I really feel
She calls them attacks
Now who is taking things personal this time
Eye for an I.
WHEN YOU CLOSE ALL OF OUR LOVELY DOORS
AND NEVER GO OUT
I’M TALKING UNDERSTANDING WHY I HIDE LITTLE PIECES,
CONVINCED YOU KNOW EVERYTHING I AM
BUT IF YOU DO THEN WHY DO YOU WALK AWAY EVERYTIME I NEED YOU THE MOST
YOU’VE BEEN BUSY SAYING I’M DEMANDING AND EVIL
I WANTED EQUALITY INSTEAD FOUND ACCUSATIONS BLAME AND HYPOCRISY.
They think I’m so damn weak
Smiling to myself, I have a surprise
Stronger than you FUCKING know
I’ll show you
I’ll show you
When you see my love turn to disgust.