Grins to throw them off
Behind jokes and smiles pain owns all
Please don’t ask me to pretend anymore
Don’t ask why I’m looking away
Planning a daring escape
My gift to everyone I’ve spoken to
Give away my words to whoever it doesn’t matter
They’re not worth much.
Asked to be truly loved
Asked to be wanted
Received questions piled high
Let my gift be one less problem.
Just wanted sincere hugs every twelve hours
Now I don’t ask these days
Notes written explaining my absence
Hurray, I’ve feeling closer than I ever have before.