Common knowledge of my worthlessness
You took a chance and look what’s happening, blaming me when shit crumbles
Fuck you heard in passing mumbles
High hopes on all sides crumbled stocks took a tumble
This how you make me feel sometimes when I’m weak
Silently processing words and tones, self esteem bleak
Avoiding poison at all costs, our mouths lined with acid while taking verbal shots mouths drop
All to defend ourselves beliefs or not.
Perfection impossible so what are willing to love and live with
Higher goals than a wounded dazed man, happy to start, unable to follow through failed plans without training wheels
Unsealed, weaknesses revealed, never missing a meal, far from genteel
However hands held if teaching with learning checked yes, private time for introspection can bring success, declutter physical yeah mental mess
Mysteries in inner workings, uncertain, feeling unnecessary, no orgasms, they receive me
Anyway accurately I’ll need two days, mind scanning alone, extinguishing every blaze
Here’s to new ways.