Killing myself to give her wings
Give her birth
Lowered worth as a fool to bring life forth
She doesn’t want anything except clear skies
Responsibilities thrown away
Soft couches safe where she can play
While I die everyday.
Building a life together burns her ears
Smiling nonchalantly waiting to flee
Vibes felt in every lonely night of nightmares
Preparing for ghastly screams saying she doesn’t give a damn anymore
Turning away in bed hiding my tears in a soaked faded carpet floor.