Anxiety owns your life temporarily
Paid taxes every aborted flight attempt
Sacrifices given freely via surrender
Years missed and experiences suffocated.
Victim denying assistance
So much pain held tight
Armor from the outside really restricting escape inside
Don’t hate yourself
Don’t willingly drown in regret
Surrender is an orgasm for fear
Moaning worthless bastard in fragile ears
We are all damaged
All wounded somehow
Trying to manage
Without terminating the cause
Because it’s scary
In life surrounded by liars
Our own thoughts
Don’t hate yourself.
But what if, reigns
But maybe, stings
Why even try, laughs
Believing we are worthless, stabs.
Smothered by our own hands.