Indifferent Man

Caring isn’t hard at all

It’s the trusting part, tricky and scary

Oh I know my shining has worn off

Actions show you don’t love me anymore

Sure you say it like a pleasant anthem

I know better

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Making sure you’re gone when I’m around

Once I got over the idea of us betrayal was revealed

Pretending I don’t love you more than you love me

It was a joke but behold you weren’t laughing with but at my face

NOW I FUCKING FEEL LONELY THAN I’VE EVER BEEN BEFORE

HIDDEN MOTIVES, WHY ARE YOUR BAGS ALWAYS PACKED BY THE FRONT DOOR

Just in case, she says while touching my face

Just in case, she whispers in her sleep.

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Loving me is inconvenient

Plus I’m not wealthy or famous

No one knew I was alive but you

You say you love me but refuse to give proof

Sure you say it like a pleasant anthem

I know better.

*

Said I’ve been acting strange, aloof, without reason

As if I can’t see your engine running when you’re here

Commitment, risk, long term kisses turn her stomach

Hurt, I wear my indifference everywhere.

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