Locked doors hide weighed heads,

Attempts to feel alive shattered within veins,

Cuts up and down a beaten spine,

Lashes from anxiety plus bills,

Secretly taking pills bliss unrevealed,

Seals breaking daily embarrassed,

One hand above water while choking,

Heart broken negativity potent currently outspoken,

How can one write their death done with self?


When I get paid trees will see my through my red eyes,

Compressed emotions released in privacy,

Honestly healing sessions shouldn’t be judged,

My play lists my dancing,

Stop asking me what I want to do,

Bowl then create,

Bong then create,

Thinking for a few hours life is great,

Walking on water in an unknown state yet safe.

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