The Blue Pen

Hidden messages are written in blue ink

I find easier to hide under my pillow and sinks

You know in case I eject expire with nothing left

Journal entries in which I dissect self

Limited time to find my own road

Trying carefully holding refusing to explode

Loading feelings until I find a keyboard to unload

Writing for those aware Earth isn’t a pioneer’s abode.

Worthless since I can remember

Always an outcast yeah an April member

They ripped my hope apart I found it truly dismembered

Burnt down now I can be colder than December

I found an escape while bloody tears fell every fall

Crying with only worn old teddy bears to call

Had no direction sight of my face meant family appalled

Trying carefully holding refusing to explode

Loading feelings until I find a keyboard to unload

Writing for those aware Earth isn’t a pioneer’s abode

Blue ink.

My ink wasn’t always blue

But after finding lies are popular new hue

It happens quickly because pain accrues

Something far from innocent in the brew

Suicide whispering this is more than one can chew

Didn’t understand I didn’t have help or clear clues

Born into a nation terrified of coups therefore they accuse

Beat a man to death for entertainment amused

And good luck believing safety comes from following their rules

Makes perfect sense to perfectly programmed fools

Victims can’t be us must be ghouls, stubborn ass mules

Trying carefully holding refusing to explode

Loading feelings until I find a keyboard to unload

Writing for those aware Earth isn’t a pioneer’s abode

Blue ink.

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